I know long time no post but I cant take it any longer I am about to be sick with this whole economy shit.
So a friend just emails me saying her dh text’s her from work (same company as dh just different division) and there is going to be YET another lay off.
the last one left dh with only 12 people under him in sinority and C says this next one is going to be March of 98… which only gives hers and my dh 1 year of moving room which is absolutely NOTHING at Kohler.
I am just sick, if he gets laid off we are going to loose EVERYTHING.
I just dont know what to do anymore. we have cut all that we can cut, and we still cant make it.
omg I am going to puke. my head is already pounding because I have been fretting over money all damn day long.
WTF something needs to change… and fast.
everything we worked so hard for has been slowly ripped away because everything keeps going up… and there are no pay raises… because companies just cant at this time.
I feel as numb as the day Dylan was born right now… I try to think and the mind is blank and no words can come out of my mouth.
sure there are places hiring here but each one has the same issue… CHILD CARE.
they are not willing to work with people on scheduling… and we cant pay for Day Care at what these places are paying and my parents work so damn much that they cant take the kids either (not that we are asking them to… because they have to make ends meet to, so why would we cut their hours… KWIM)
School is shit right now to, I hate this friggin class but it require. I comtempolated not taking summer classes… BUT then my loan goes out of defferment and we would have to pay that… so I AM STUCK.
Right now yes I understand it the future on why I went back to school but the problem is RIGHT NOW! I just cant right now I need to be out working as much as I friggin can.
omg I want to puke. my head hurts…
oh shit I better get back to writting this damn million page researcch paper. I have been at 5 pages out of 10 for the PAST week. ugg I am in no mood for this damn shit.
I have to go