soooooooooooooo pissed

I NEED TO VENT AND NO ONE GETS A SHIT. 
15 years and the same damn fight.
When the hell will he learn that he NEEDS more help.
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
this is 2 days in a row that his blood sugar dropped so much.
It has not happened for quite some time now… BUT its the same damn thing. It takes [...]

YAYYYYYY ;)

We ran into Tammy and John at the Kohler Picnic today.
GAWD, I cant say how happy that John is stateside!
ok so just like everyone else… I had to ask him what was the best part of being stateside again.
John’s response….”THE GRASS”
lol I can believe that, I dont see him going to the beach anytime soon [...]

God Bless the Troops

Well JOHN IS HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
A friend that I used to work with… that is her Husband.
He was on the kuwait border for the last 15 months.
We love you guys!
WELCOME HOME JOHN!
We are all so proud of you and sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo very happy you are home state side SAFE AND SOUND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GO USA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THIS IS THE BEST NEWS I GOT [...]

just want to cry

http://www.sheboygan-press.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=/20070717/SHE010301/707170462/1067
you know you always expect the obit in the paper… but I guess since that whole side likes to pretend Dylan never existed this was more of a shock and tear jerker than anything. (especially seeing my moms oldest brother wrote it)

The cal we have been waiting for the last 8 days

T.O.D was 10:05 PM Sunday, July 15th.
*sigh*
With a heavy heart I write this but I pray he is now at peace and no longer is in pain.
The Funeral will be Friday.
The kids and I spent amost all morning/afternoon with my mom and you could feel it in the air that it made her feel much [...]

well he has not died yet

well tomorrow will be 1 week since Gpa S was put in  Hospice at Memorial.
My mom’s baby sister called me today and said they were going to the funeral home tonight to make the arrangements there.
(she was asking if we wanted to buy his jeep)
but it just sounded so profound and unreal. That has to [...]

CALL Sylvia Brown

Ok I am not shitting here…
WTF is this…

ON THE BOSS I am not making this up, and Ieven took off the shirt to examine it for this whiteish looking spot and there IS NOTHING on it.
ok ya so I watch her too much when she is on Montel (and as today)
But this pic is blowing [...]

When you have nothing to say

or I should say… nothing nice to say.
So I am trying to figure out the best way to be suppostive of my Mother while her Father is lying in Hopice dyeing.
He was never there for them, never around when we were small, but I know being christian means we need to be there for him [...]

Happy Anniversary

Here is to 35 years and 35 more!!
Today is my parents 35th Wedding Anniversary.
I cant find any recent photos on my pc but here is a pic from 10 years ago…at my wedding. (they had just celebrated 25 years).
we will have 10 in August. talk about a big OMG.
Mom would shoot me for posting this [...]