omg i am so excited please forgive my rambleing tonight.
ok long story short. A customer of mine who I have known forever thru church and has become a wonderful friend, who is a sister thru pregnany/infant loss…
IS HAVING ANOTHER GIRL!!
If you search back thru my archives. C and I were pregnant at the same time. My Due date with Alexis was March 31, her’s was I think 2-3 weeks earlier. so anyways…
I was sitting at a meeting at work then my friend tell me C lost the twins (She was just 22 weeks). ok I freak…
so I get home immeditaly call her (oops accidently called her parents house) so I talked to her mom forever then when I finally got off with her I called C at her house. I cant explain the feelings I was going thru at that time. I never ever wanted someone I knew and loved to ever ever go thru what I went thru but here I was. Well C is now 20 weeks pg and they found out its another girl!
That is the best possible thing in the world, I know it sounds silly to those who have not lost a child, but my very first look at Trey and he was the sitting image of Dylan. It brought so much comfort to me I cant explain the feeling. So knowing C is having another girl brings such elation. I cant help smiling ear to ear but crying at the same time.
hehe I know you are reading this too C lol lol LOVE you guys!
But to me at the time was God’s way of saying he is sorry ..truely!
And C and I were baptised, confirmed and basically grew up in the same church, so I know our beliefs and values are very similar. and I know I know that little lady growing bigger and stronger every day is going to bring so much Joy to the O household!!!
I cant say enough how very excited I am. C I know we were just talking about it but…
ISN’T GOD GREAT!!!!! No one will ever truely replace the girls and I still have my days where I want all 3 of my boys here not just the 2… but we need to work with what God gave us and make the best of it! Just teach your new dd about her sisters so she knows how much love is around her. Trey just starting understanding about Trey and I do not regret talking about Dylan to him. Reed was the only one there who ever saw my tummy grow, touched him and helped bury him, and hes pretty darn good at helping the T&L learn about him too.
ok now I am really rambling but I just wanted to say
CONGRATS CONGRATS CONGRATS! You guys deserve the best!!! And I cant wait to meet her!!!!
